Monday's rain

My little sister went to the corner shop to get us something to eat. it was sunny when she left so she went in a t-shirt and jeans. Not even 2 minutes after, I heard the thunder and the strongest rain I have seen in London. She comes home drenched from head to toe lol. She was like 'I wish it rains so my school floods so I don't have to go in and do my exams' and we laughed about it. Tuesday I went to work and since I was the first there, I opened up. Didn't realise till after 5mins or so that the ofice was flooded. I guess my little sister's wish came true but at the wrong place lol. We had to move our stations of work to a temporary place which was so much work. To top it all off, my hard drive broke so I have lost some work and have to get a new hard drive and start all over. But all in all, I think all that change was need and the rain came to push us toward that all needed CHANGE!

ARGH

I am up to my neck in decisions.
I know what I want and i know I have been reluctant but why is everyone deciding my life for me now? I hate the fact that I am not allowed to say something and it being accepted. When my mind is set on something, that is what I go for. I feel suffocated when I'm being told what I should like or what I should for after. I KNOW WHAT I WANT! I KNOW WHAT I WANT SO LEAVE ME ALONE TO GO AFTER IT!!!!!!!!

What Ethnicity Should You Be Dating?

We went on facebook and Raj sent us a quiz 'What ethnicity should you be dating' and We said oh what the... just try it.

Went through all the question and guess what the result was?

Asian

Chicken Chow Yummy, you just can't resist those cute little eyes and adorable personalities, can you? =)

Like I did know that already!!! LOL (chicken)

Yeah Right!! LOL (Noodle)

I Need A New Job

I vowed to myself not to be one of those young adults that are jobless and have to ask mum and dad for money to live their sad lives. I was jobless for 6 month in which I watched as many films and dramas as I can because I was bored, stressed and close to depression. The system has failed me who needed it more than others (a grudge I am learning to let go of lol). Wierdly, I feel old and not at the place I want to be in life. It is a tormenting feeling but I seem to like it. I have always approached life laid back and still do and this feeling is pushing me to be more assertive. My heart breaks everytime I reflect on my life because this feeling tells me I can do better. I have realised that I should be breaking doors down to get where I'm meant to be not knocking. It is teaching me not to laugh at my ideas because people that started revolutions were laughed at. It is also teaching me to learn to accept myself and pursue to make myself better. It is teaching me that I reap only just what I have sown. So I got off my lazy self and went to get myself a job which I am comfortable with even though I don't make much out of. I enjoy what I do and so I am relaxing. That was when I started feeling olod and underacheiving. I don't want to be stuck in a job I will get bored of. my dream is not to work there my whole life and my dreams seems to be getting further from me. And I need more money so I need a new job! Back to the drawing board and this time lets reach Higher! Gambatte! Jia You! Fighting!

The woman I met

I sat next to a lady as we waited in the queue
Her hair tied back in a bun and a long black skirt
Her pink blouse and a nice pink bag to match
Her smile so bright, she was beautiful
She smiled at her man and those whe knew
And spoke only when she was spoken to
Her face lit up and she spoke, she was beautiful

But my word, she had a mono-brow
She wore it proud, her head held high
And didn't care what anybody thought
Did she know my thoughts as I looked at her
Because she never met my eye
As I thought on, I felt proud of her mono-brow
She had pride and elegance I wish I had
Did she care what people thought of her?
No! She didn't care at all
Because she was a traveller