ARGH

I am up to my neck in decisions.
I know what I want and i know I have been reluctant but why is everyone deciding my life for me now? I hate the fact that I am not allowed to say something and it being accepted. When my mind is set on something, that is what I go for. I feel suffocated when I'm being told what I should like or what I should for after. I KNOW WHAT I WANT! I KNOW WHAT I WANT SO LEAVE ME ALONE TO GO AFTER IT!!!!!!!!