I Need A New Job

I vowed to myself not to be one of those young adults that are jobless and have to ask mum and dad for money to live their sad lives. I was jobless for 6 month in which I watched as many films and dramas as I can because I was bored, stressed and close to depression. The system has failed me who needed it more than others (a grudge I am learning to let go of lol). Wierdly, I feel old and not at the place I want to be in life. It is a tormenting feeling but I seem to like it. I have always approached life laid back and still do and this feeling is pushing me to be more assertive. My heart breaks everytime I reflect on my life because this feeling tells me I can do better. I have realised that I should be breaking doors down to get where I'm meant to be not knocking. It is teaching me not to laugh at my ideas because people that started revolutions were laughed at. It is also teaching me to learn to accept myself and pursue to make myself better. It is teaching me that I reap only just what I have sown. So I got off my lazy self and went to get myself a job which I am comfortable with even though I don't make much out of. I enjoy what I do and so I am relaxing. That was when I started feeling olod and underacheiving. I don't want to be stuck in a job I will get bored of. my dream is not to work there my whole life and my dreams seems to be getting further from me. And I need more money so I need a new job! Back to the drawing board and this time lets reach Higher! Gambatte! Jia You! Fighting!